Stories of Mine

朋友

2011-12-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

心情不好，小小的事情被我弄大了。一传十，十传百。都是自己不好，才有机会让人把事情搞渣。希望赶快解决，也不要留下任何的后遗症。珍惜友谊，友谊万岁。

Update

2011-11-19T14:24:00.002+08:00

It's been a while ever since she left. I accepted the fact that she’s gone. There’s this incident that my sister’s phone rang, and I once thought she called, with a clear consciousness. It’s weird, and I know I still miss her a lot.

I passed my 4^th year major exam; I don’t know how I did it. I had been going home every weekend to see her for a few months during her terminal stages. When she passed away during my OBG posting, I didn’t even manage to study. I thought I am going to get supplementation or else failed. But I m being fortunate, for getting an Obstetric case, I did never thought that I will be that lucky. I just feel that luck is never with me. She is blessing me, I feel, enabling me to pass.

I spent one month in Taiwan doing electives after the exam, visited the most beautiful state of Taiwan. It reminds me of her. We never go there together, but the breathtaking scenery, I know she did like it.

16 of us went there together. There are seven girls and we divided into 2 groups and stayed in 2 rooms. I must say I enjoyed this holiday, the people and the place.

In remembrance of my late Mother

2011-07-23T09:34:00.005+08:00

She left, last Saturday on 16th of July, 2.15pm.

She was sick since January. From hoarseness of voice to total loss of voice, from liquid food to tube feeding. And until the late stages, she hardly ambulates. I felt the pain she had. Many a times, she asked me to let her go. She said it was just too much for her to bear. We just couldn’t give up the slightest hope of keeping her with us, knowing that, without her, we have no one. She was the only one who was closely link with us, precious to us.

I am all prepared, when her sickness worsen. Somehow I sensed that there were some occult metastases hidden from all the scans done. She was cachexic, not gaining any weight despite of frequent feeding through the tube. I love her so much that i didn’t want to face and accept the truth until she went into coma. I know someday she would eventually leave us, but I did never think that the day would come so fast. And the day came; I experienced the same emotional breakdown as my siblings despite of all the mental preparations of telling myself that she would eventually leave.

I remember how we went and prayed everywhere; to know the cause of her sickness, despite of all the teachings that I received which go against my cultural and religion belief. Even then, the prognosis was bad. It was said that my mother was fated in this life to come and pay her debt. And she left, at the age of 50, for which I believed she had paid for everything she did, leaving 3 of us behind.

Everything changed. Driving 1 and half hour journey to come home become difficult. It wasn’t pleasant like last time thinking that I am gonna able to see her in no time. Coming back home, her chair and bed were replaced by an inanimate prayer table. It was difficult; every single thing at home reminds me of her. How she coughed and choke, how she stared deeply into my eyes and told me she was suffering. I really want to see her again to know how she is doing and to hear her talking again.

To my late mother in heaven, I love u.

家

2011-03-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

最近家里发生了很多事情。年级轻轻的弟弟因为妈妈病了，担当起了小老板。一向脾气暴躁的他，承受不了压力，常常动不动就对着发不了声的妈妈大小声，这样的画面让我十分心酸，有时控制不了，眼泪不禁在眼眶打转。

妈妈她因为声带的问题无法说话，交谈需要纸笔代劳，沟通顿时变得有点不便。好几次，朋友关心的问起妈妈的状况，好几次陈述着妈妈的病况心感心酸忍不住掉了眼泪。

暂且，妈的状况稳定，我也因此感到欣慰，心中暗暗的祈祷着，希望她继续健康着。

I love her.

2011-02-22T13:12:00.004+08:00

Today is the 4th day she's in the Hospital. I dont know how serious will it be, but i know her condition will not improve even without any brain lesion. I can only pray, so that it will not be worsen. I m having a hard time, having to smile and live normally, to go for postings, and to study for End of Postings at this moments. I dont know how to concentrate. The picture of her lying on the hosp bed flashed in-front of my eyes every few minutes. I wanted so much to go home now and see her, to make sure that she's alright..

Pointe

2011-01-21T13:42:00.004+08:00

I couldnt believe for all the years of dancing, i learn nth, i m nth better than others. I remember stopping my dancing class when i was supposed to go for grade 3 examination.

I remember how my mom made me into taking it again the next year.

I remember how hard i worked to catch up with the others taking both grade 3 and 4 examinations together.

And then i remember how lazy i was, to go for classes, to memorize the dance steps, and how i used to depend on my fellow mates for the steps.

And then, i stopped, completely, when i was 15.

And then i look at others and i felt jealous. And then i wanted to dance again.

Like a vicious cycle, stopping, starting and stopping.

I did think i found the interest in dancing when i joined the interbatch dancing competition.

And then i did decide to join for the last time in my life for an annual night dance. And then i did regret of my decision. For numerous of times i felt like giving up, but i insisted, because the Chinese saying goes, start it and finish it. I went for practice each times, i tot i put an effort into it. I was so used to seeing others that naturally i didnt realize at this point of time i still didnt manage to memorize the steps until i started practicing it, like seriously alone, in my room. Arghh, i m just so frustrated with myself. What a shame to say that i danced 7 years of ballet.

Issuess

2010-12-14T21:06:00.004+08:00

Every time i saw him, i couldn't stop remembering how he used to hate me and talk about me. I haven't been hearing words from him for so long as our circle have changed entirely. Every time i looked at him, i tried but i couldn't greet him, at least not from the bottom of my heart. I thought i hated him, but i didn't, i only felt what he did contaminated my life. It is strange that i craved for a better judgement from him, at least i had never look down at him for who he is.

I have issues, it's my problem. The feeling comes back again, insecure, not appreciated, disregard. Friends really do matter to me. It is very contradicting that, i want to mixed well with them but i continue to shut myself off. I indulge in my weird preference of room alone rather than friends outing. I just cant be myself with them. I had been overly courteous, and i didn't know how to joke with them voluntarily because i m just so afraid to do wrong thing and to be judged again. Sigh, i really hope things get better.

Habits and Room

2010-10-21T22:07:00.008+08:00

This is how my room in Malacca looks like, not all the time, but every time before i left for home. I like keeping it this way, with window opens up and curtains tied up before i lock it up. It gives me a refreshing feel upon coming back. I love my room this way. =)

My bed, with it's new partner the mini-bar beside it. The bear was a gift from the boyfriend during my 21 years old birthday. Still loving it to the utmost.

My window faces the terrace houses. This disabled me to open up my curtains when i m in. It is inconvenient at times,but sometimes easier for me to peep for him who're waiting downstairs. =) There's the door to the tiny bath room next to the long study table.

-The end-

Us

2010-10-15T14:23:00.004+08:00

Him.

Here in Malacca, he stays at home without doubt. He's always the "him" i like, active in sport and at the same time doesn't forget his job as a medical student. He might be a little bit wider than the time i first knew him, but he's still the special one.

Me and him.

Most of my friends thought that i spent most of my time with him.

And Yes, thats what we used to do last time in India. We study, we date and we go wherever we wanted together.

But, life is different here in Malacca when my hometown is only 1hr and 15 minutes away. I m home for 3 days out of 7 days in a week. Partly because my family members always wanted me to be home and partly because i feel the need to spend more time with them before the houseman years.

I have 4 days out of 7 days in Malacca but we hardly date, because most of the time we're in hospital or classes which is from 8am to 5pm. Time for each other really ain't much especially when we're in exact different posting. Moreover after posting we never feel the necessity to date. Tiredness overcame the lovey dovey feeling of us. Dinner is the only chance for us to really talk though we sometimes meet each other in the library for more personal space.

The worst is when one of us is posted to Muar. We hardly see each other. And now, he's still in Muar when i m typing this. I had always have the feeling that we have never appreciate each other companion enough because we have never really been separated apart except for a few 1 month holidays.

On top of all of this, we still give each other more than enough freedom. I never object his activities neither do him. He's free to play badminton, to play football, to meet up with his friends, to help out in his family shop and etc.While he's sweet enough to understand and accept my weekends disappearance though it is the only time we can date.

And thats Us.

Personal growth

2010-09-24T14:50:00.003+08:00

Silently,it had been 7 years since i first left home for studies.
I have always thought that i have better adaptation ability than others because of the years away from home. But i m just so wrong.

I remembered days in Manipal,the days of how a conflict between friends had caused internal conflicts in me and brought me down taking away trust, confidence and sincerity. I hated myself back in there. Countless night i weep for my disability in establishing a trust-able friendship. Once,it seemed to me that everyone around me were judging me. Higher mentality of medical students made it a reason for me to conclude that medical life are difficult but the social life in medical field would be even worse. That was the trough in my life. I was once so depressed that i only stick to him. I only wanted him,the boyfriend, who remains and stays by my side no matter what happened. It was a late realization that this wasn't at all because of the cleverness,instead the development of own thinking which had slowly crept in.

The days of superficial smile was tough. I locked up myself and refused understanding of friends.
I am fortunate enough to still have his support and back home then with family warmth. It was also the last semester when me and my roommate started chatting from heart that had pulled me back up. I started accepting friends from deep inside and i m lucky that they never refused a friend like me. Till then, i m glad that i have grown out of it,and yes, i m not afraid to admit that i have gone through a period like this, and me too have problem as such.

I remember the theme for English subject during my MUFY time was personal growth which we have learned through different videos, articles and novels. But none were comparable to a true live experience as this which u learn when u were in it.

Till this day, i would not say that i have get rid of this friend-phobia completely.but i must say that i am still learning to become a better friend.
I might have some personalities problems but i m more than willing to change them for a better life ahead. The saying goes,''when u get older,u become wiser" because u learn.

Bed mite bit me!

2010-09-15T23:03:00.006+08:00

On the last 2 days of China trip, i noticed itchy rashes on my legs. The itch were very intolerable especially when the weather is hot. It was beyond my limitation that i started scratching it. The rashes never resolved, and it worsen every other day. This scared me and i thought i have some weird infection. My sis called and said her rashes caused her sleepless night and she decided to consult doctor. Hearing this, i decided to google it. Then i saw scabies that i once saw in India in a very young girl.

Scabies typically happen on young kid who likes to play with mud. Normally there will be itchy rashes in between of fingers web. However, in me the rashes were on legs which made me not to think of it. When i read deeper about scabies, all the features matched! It said that scabies is an itchy, highly contagious skin condition caused by an infestation by the itch mite,Sarcoptes scabiei. The contagious part were very true as my mom, sis, bro-in-law, niece, and uncle get it consecutively one after another after the trip. The point that the itch are more intense at night also prove that i might be correct. hehehe.

Then i called my sis, and her doctor said it is scabies. Then i was scare because the internet said that scabies will not resolve unless treated? Then i also fast fast go see doctor and get medication, but the doctor that i trusted went for vacation. Then i decided to go 1 Malaysia Clinic.

Paramedic: What happened to u?
Me: Oo, my legs ( showing my legs ) are full of itchy rashes.
Paramedic: What happened to u, What bite you?
Me:Errrr...I went China, and i came back like this.
Paramedic:Must be mosquitoes la.
Me: But Doctor, my family members got it one after another.
Paramedic: Yalar,mosquitoes la,dun wear like this , wear longer pants la.
Me: But China...
Paramedic: China and Malaysia both got mosquitoes rite, so it is mosquitoes bite.
Me: I m thinking of Scabies..
Paramedic: No! u have never seen scabies, u dunno how it looks like, it only occurs in between webs.Now take this ( antihistamine 1st gen and Calamine lotion).
Me: Er okay, thank you Doctor.

Then i was very pissed off by the way he ignored my story. Dang. I went pharmacy and get PERMETHRIN Lotion instead. The fact that the rashes slowly regresses after application of the lotion make me more "bu shuang" with the paramedic. hehe.=P

Results

2010-09-15T13:13:00.002+08:00

This is day 2 of posting. I m currently posted to Community medicine,a posting which one gets most rest. If i am given a choice, i wouldnt want this posting to come 1st, to relax so much 1st and then suffer later. Following this posting will be orthopaedics (Bone fracture), ENT (Ear nose and Throat) & Ophthal (eye),Surgery, Medicine and last but not least, Paediatrics ( Child ) and OBG ( Women and pregnancy).

Most posting will be for 2 months except for few which is 4 weeks.

Results for semester 6 are out. Quote what Dr Soumendra had said, not very good but nevertheless not so bad. I passed all, though not with flying colours, i am satisfied with what i got.
Hehe, see what i got!

Medicine : 77
Ophthalmology : 74.5
ENT : 70
OBG : 68
Community Medicine : 61
Surgery : 53

Clap clap clap for all the last minute work! hehehe.
Surgery is actually one of my favourite subjects under guidance of Dr Aung and Dr Saw. However i didnt do well, because the questions chilled me out.hehehe. Plus it was the 2nd last paper to holidays. Kinda sad. hahaha. But, well, glad tat i passed. =)

Holidays

2010-09-11T14:03:00.006+08:00

After semester 6 exam, i have 9 days holidays after which i m officially a 4th year student. Thinking of it, i feel guilty of not reading enough to be qualified as a year 4 student.

Today is the 8th day of my holidays, i have spent 6 out of 9 days in Guangzhou and Xiamen, China. Reason of visiting China was to bring my Grandma back to her hometown In Xiamen, and to drop by Guangzhou for shopping. We stayed in the so called place of origin of my family for 2 nights. I was shocked by how the village still place the utmost importance in giving birth to boy. However the relatives there still treat us well albeit the fact that we're all girls. I have a bit of difficulty in mixing into the environment and lifestyle there. Weather was the same as in Malaysia as it was summer time. However the fan there hardly keep the environment cool. This make our sleep difficult moreover without proper bed. I shall said that the bed is proper, but without mattress. The villagers sleep on the hard bed without mattress and so do us when we were there. I woke up numerous times in the night feeling pain all over my body parts and this make my tour to Xiamen a very unforgettable memory.

Guangzhou was very fun for me as it was a place for girls to shop. The shopping mall were full of clothes that were affordable,buy-able and lovable. However, the place was very polluted with all the tall buildings. Often, i felt like i m in HongKong with the same language and shopping malls. Overall, Guangzhou tour was very satisfying. The trip was free and easy, shop, sleep and eat.

School restarting in 1 day time. Time for me to restart my engine and go for it. My new resolutions for new semester is to start working hard at the beginning of the semester so that i wont fail in the major exam of 4th year.

Friends that followed my blog might notice i have changed my blog header. I have always wanted to do so,to have the blog entirely to myself, as the other author wasn't active at all.

Till now, time to sign off. I will try as much as possible to update more often. Chaoz.

Life is full of hope?

2010-02-25T23:18:00.003+08:00

I really hope miracle happens once again. I am not ready, no ready yet.

Luck isn't on her side since young. Married to a never faithful man. A woman, with 3 kids, no money from him. She worked her life for them. Sent her child for ballet classes, piano classes, drawing classes, tuitions..She never refused. Tones of pressure. With a height of only 148cm, she, managed to stand up, and instruct all the indonesian man. Even then, she cooks, everyday after work. She hired maid for them. She even took up the responsibility of taking care of her old mother whom her siblings refused to.

This woman,
is my mother.
Mummy i m proud of u. I really am.

Midnight Post

2010-02-23T04:31:00.002+08:00

How blissful being able to sleep on my own bed at home! But i just cant fall asleep, too excited to be home. 4.30am in the midnight, tired but not sleepy yet. I miss him already.

22nd of March i will be in Melaka starting my next sem. For now till then, i will be staying home, roting away. =P

I m thinking of shutting down this blog as i m often too lazy to update anything. Just a thought thou. I might need this blog throughout this holidays to express myself more.

Next up will be My India trip.

Home is near!

2010-01-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

1 more month from now to be home! However, i m heading north b4 that. Mummy is coming with her friend, so does his sister and the bf! So excited for the trip!

We're going to see Taj Mahal in Agra, visit the great Delhi, and of course can't miss seeing snow in Manali! Can't wait to travel and can't stop myself from thinking home!

My Threshold

2010-01-11T18:58:00.003+08:00

I did the most embarrassing thing ever. I don't know why this happened. I was just extremely angry. I felt i did nth wrong,but i just cant hold it. I really did tried hard. I m feeling so sorry for Dr Sharma. He wasnt even harsh to me and i wasn't at all upset with him. He even offered to talk to me after class. He was really different from the first impression he gave me.

I guessed i m depressed. Isn't tearful one of the symptoms?

Guess none can understand this except those from my group. I felt really sorry to my fellow group-mates for being so fragile and unreasonable.

Thanks to Sean & Ain Jaja for offering me Ice Cream, i m feeling much better. And i m feeling really shameful to face u guys!! =( kekeke..Pls forget this incidence. God pls give me a memory eraser! Can i skip class tomorrow?!! Gosh..embarrassing!!

Another New Year

2010-01-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

I can't recall how many new years i spent away from home. Too many years that i no longer feel the enthusiasm and passion to count down. Today feels just the same as yesterday, just the same as last year. I didn't count down, nor do i have a new year resolutions. I am losing my youth!

Again, so many things occurred last year. Ups and downs like always. So lengthy to describe. hehehe. Happy New Year my frens!! Really miss my family at this moment. Sobsob. =(

Legend-a

2009-12-06T04:01:00.002+08:00

This year,it was very grand. Students from Mangalore and some other places came to join the fun. They even did a few performances.

There're stalls selling Malaysian food, drinks and ice cream.It was really exciting!

My friends and i did a chinese dance and a western dance. And of course i did mistakes here and there again! Sigh, hope it wasnt obvious.hehehe.

I replaced Lyvia for the slow dance which is part of the western dance. Only started to practice 3 days b4. Well, of course cant compare to theirs, i m wishing for the bits of similarity in what she did! She is indeed a very good dancer! Hope i didn't screw it!

Thanks to Lyvia, Minn yin, Aaron and Kelvin for teaching us! =)

Also wanna thanks those who gave a hand throughout the progress. And sorry for my bad temper! M really pissed off by the weather and the hectic work. Sorry!

Update

2009-09-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

31/8/09

Landed on Malaysia

Have Dim Sum! *wink*

Hehe..and shopped!

Bought 3 pairs of shoes which kinda broke my record. =P

The grand sales on this day charmed me to shop eventhough i was more than fatigue!

My niece was too excited to see me after half a year. She wouldnt let me go unless i became her train head, tuu-tuu, ping pong ping pong. She dragged me all around passionately humming the same tune again and again. =.=

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-Home-

Reached home.

Saw my grandma on the wheel chair.

Hugged her to my chest and comment that she lost half of her weight.

She looked at me..smiled..and tears rolled down her wrinkled cheeks...

I hardly understand wat she said now.

I resent, so much!

Why didnt i appreciate the time when she was capable of voice-ing out her mind.

She was a bit deaf yet still clear in her speech.

But i took her mild deafness as an excuse, i hardly chat with her though i have her in my car every other week to the hosp.

The fall took away everything from her..

She cant walk, and she cant control her micturition.

Counting the pills she's taking remind me of how loud and strong she used to be.

I cried, with her, when i reached home,

when i massaged her bruises for her,

And when we left for Phuket..

I love u, my dearest grandma..

No inspiration

2009-06-27T02:53:00.003+08:00

I m working on my microbiology journal now. I m quite a microbes lover like Dr Ciraj. He's just so cute!

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I don't have any inspiration to write lately. Things were going on pretty well except for i m addicted to facebook games like restaurant city, happy farm, and etc. My ACTH level failed to force me to my books for which i resent very much.

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I m looking forward for my coming holidays starting from 31st August to 27th of Sept. He's heading to London while i m going home! It's just blissful thinking of home. Frens and family were questioning me for not following him. I must say that i miss home crazily! And guess what, i missed the feeling of missing him! Now that we are staying next to each other, we dun really have the chance to miss each other dont we?

Signing off,
Ps I miss u.

Early Birds get the worms

2009-06-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

On basis of this chinese idiom, me and sis booked a promotion package from goholidays airasia to Phuket few days ago. Instead of getting the "worms", my sis received the bom of the year, charging 3000 plus which is equal to 2x 5 persons package we have booked via public bank. The public bank credit card loaded twice while citi bank once.

Case 1: Early birds get triple rewards!
Case 2: Experience of true meaning of this idiom.

My apology

2009-06-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

I have forgotten to tell many of my friends that i have changed my blog adress. Many of them continued to read tanyeechin.blogspot.com which had been taken over by someone else for quite a while. Here's my apology to those who continued to visit the "wrong" blog..sorry!!

Having posted my new blog adress to my facebook and skype, i hope they get back to this soon. And I dearly love my friends to visit my blog and leave me comment. So, pls dun hesitate to leave me msg and keep urself update bout me ( us?)

I wan ur footprints here...=P

The regrettable

2009-06-03T00:57:00.003+08:00

I m supposed to start revising daily for block 4, yet i just cant help myself to stop typing.
The tendency of me to post is higher than normal which i clearly know the reason behind it.
Blogging is one way of mine to escape studies. I remember how determined was i during the study week for block 3. Fingers up, swear the way out of mine to seriously study for block 4.

And now, block 4 has began, i started believing that i had stress myself too much, thus slowing down every pace of revising. Gosh, how can i leave behind the feeling of regret which is still vivid few days back..

It's time for me to bring my concentration back to studies...signing off...

The amazing match

2009-06-02T02:31:00.003+08:00

I would like to congratulate someone special to me for his outstanding performance in a badminton match yest...u won 5 teams out of 5! How well u had played has just inspired me to write! I saw the passion u have for badminton, and would like to tell that i will support every effort u put forward for it..=) U're just simply amazing yest, which made me reluctant to leave even when i can feel my sweat steaming down my face and the acidic odor becoming stronger...I will be there for u during ur semifinal, dun feel stress for it, just try ur best for u're already the most amazing guy i had met...=)

Happy Anniversary =)

2009-05-26T03:29:00.001+08:00

A Romantic Breakfast

2009-05-02T12:14:00.002+08:00

I am hoping for a romantic morning buffet breakfast.
Praba suggested Valley View Buffet breakfast everytime after our Yoga class and he kind of bugging me and Vincent to go there for breakfast everytime at the end of our class.
I wan to try it but I thought it would be romantic and special to have the 1st with him.
I wonder how long would he take to see this and i wonder when can him wake up on time to have a proper weekend breakfast with me.

Signing off,
With wonders.

Good Friday

2009-04-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

I m heading to Ooty this Thursday. So excited yet worried.
We hardly book any hotel due to the high demand now, the Good Friday.
Somehow, i m having my PBL presentation on next Thursday which add on to my guilt to have too much fun.

I m getting more adapted now after 3 weeks here compared to the 1st few days i landed. Please stop me from my negative thinking. Everything began with it, so pls do stop me if u notice it.

Dad said i spent hundreds for my telephone bill. Oh gosh, did i talk so much. sighh...i m Sorry if i did.

Signing off...for dinner...

My Cup of tea

2009-04-01T15:33:00.005+08:00

I saw this adorable mug in Coffee Day few days back, and i got it 2 days after...=D
Thx, love it so much!
It's our 10th month...so i decided to make it a remembrance for that...

26th March 2009

One day in the future~

Now and forever~

East to west, home is the best..

2009-03-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

I m so homesick after this holidays...
So much more compared to the previous one...
Results was bad, tried to start revision but failed to concentrate well...

Everything is just so wrong to me...
Sigh...

One more year to go...
Lets do it...

India again~

2009-03-23T00:20:00.003+08:00

back again...sigh...

Miss them...=)

"This knee.. ''

2009-03-21T17:55:00.003+08:00

I would say that the one place that worth my Hongkong trip is the Disneyland...
We stayed in the hotel there, thus enable us to convert our ticket to a 2 days one...
Yet we're still short of time!
Every single part of the land is delicately designed...
So fine drawn that would make u tot that u're in another world for a few moments...
Cant recall how many times i've told my friends how nice it was...
hehe
Uploaded a few pics in facebook bout my hongkong trip...
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=229401&id=887785581&ref=mf
Have a look!

Story of Hair??

2009-03-08T23:23:00.007+08:00

I chopped off my hair few days after i reached Malaysia...
I tried this, and was like this for a few days...

Then there's this hairstylist who comment that this hairstyle doesn't suit my age! Ohh my, i look like i m acting cute with that hairstyle? Sigh sigh...
Then within few seconds i became like this...

So basically i cut my hair twice in one week~ =)
That's me and Cindy in Pavillion~

Home ~

2009-02-23T21:40:00.006+08:00

I m home~
so, it's time to update my blog!
this place had remain quiescent for quite a while yea...
cant blame, cause nowadays i had got someone to listen to me..haha..thx to Lim C..=)
Lets c ...
Our 8th month celebration, 26th of Jan, which fall on the same day as chinese new year..
We went to Goa, and got this pair of red lovely couple shirt...
we tailored it in a shop there..=)
I love it so much, unique and also expensive..haha...
i created the heart shape with treble and bass clef...
so if u found this heart shape anywhere else, remember it's mine..haha...
The front written our name, and the back, we have the heart shape at the corner..

Next, V-day..fell on the day of pharmac exam...
I din prepare anything, coz i thought he is doing the same...haha...exam mah..
Quite depress...pharmac exam...never did any revision nor wat...love patho too much i guess..
He wished me sharp at 12am...touched yet feel pathetic..our 1st valentine..yet having to celebrate it with tone of books...
Wat make me surprise is wat he did after pharmac exam...
9 roses to front of me...
Thx...love them...and u too...=)

At last...exam is over...and we have 2 days in Manipal til our flight on 23rd...
There are advertisement everywhere bout Bombay circus which drop by in Udupi...
So we went, paid for 30 rupees ticket each...
And we sat til our butt flat on the wooden bench there....
it's 30 rupees ( roughly Rm 2.5 ) and the show ran for 2 hours...

Have fun reading...=)
Signing off..yawn....

I like it this way~

2009-01-09T02:17:00.003+08:00

Me and him, staying next door to each other...
We used to study together..
But now, we do it this way....=)

Yeap...webcam...just one door to each other...In different houses...
And i must say that, i like it this way ...
Encouraging each other to study while not disturbing each other...
So lets work hard together towards our future...=)

STUDY! Study---->study?

2008-12-26T06:09:00.003+08:00

Well, it is late night and i'm burning mid-night oil, not for the purpose of exam, just because i felt guilty for not doing well for my 1st block exam...

I have been sitting in front of my study table for almost 2 hours, n i just managed to study 2 pages of my notes..wahaha....the reason behind this is---i'm studying with my laptop in front of me, yeah!

kk, got to go back to study d now, bye bye...

oh ya, i need to keep fit d, too many people complaining bout my fatness d, sien lor...probably because of my new durian hair style ler (自欺欺人)...hehe...

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T02:31:00.005+08:00

As it's Christmas,
i m thinking of all we have shared,
and as one memory leads to another,
i cant Help thinking how lucky i m to have you in my life...
So, here's thanking you for all the yesterdays u have filled with laughter and happiness,
and all the todays you fill with love.

Merry Christmas

With Love,
Yee Chin

To Lim C

2008-12-19T04:51:00.004+08:00

Thank you very much for singing the song for me..
i m so surprised that u really sang it...
U said u cant sing and u really never sing a proper song infront of me...
And now, u sang this song with such a special title infront of all members of CPR..
Promising that u will sing it again when the time have come...
It really make me feel very sweet...
Thanks!!!

The Sixth Month Romance ~

2008-11-27T00:29:00.001+08:00

Thx !! =)

The last Minute TheoRy

2008-11-24T15:26:00.002+08:00

Ish Ish...i m "so the" angry...Got really incensed by this sudden annoucement that we need not submit our Sdl + Il notes...

I wasted my whole weekend doing my notes, abandoned my studies for tests and blocks, left my practical journals to the following weekend...

It was not that i really went into understanding the topics that had been assigned...I wasted my time copying without understanding a single word of it...Ish....Angry angry....In total , i had emptied my pen ink for 2 Sdl and 4 Il topics!

I din even post for event like Annual nite...but this stupid thingy had make me log in and posted to release my anger at once...

The concluded theory is that, be as last minute as u can...last minute person always get the luck...we were supposed to submit it on wednesday...while i only finished it this Sunday, and it is not last minute enough..+.<

Badminton continue....

2008-11-14T15:34:00.003+08:00

Erm erm erm....this morning our class rep suddenly came to me and asked me to take charge of badminton team for the interbatch...which will be held at MIT (some other manipal college).haha...already not putting much hope on that then suddenly got this news..-.-i should feel happy i guess. haha...anyway, will play hard for the game, hope will be better than last year. jia you jia you....

Badminton ------> Basketball

2008-11-14T02:16:00.008+08:00

Before this, badminton is the only sport for me in India, the only sport which i can play together with yee chin here, because both of us were too lazy to go for jogging,thus i purposely bought a new racquet from Malaysia to bring over, so tat we don't need to borrow from others when we want to play.

Manatau one day when i ajak my frens to go play badminton, he told me tat the only badminton court we have is under construction, oh my god......how am i going to survive without badminton????!!!! -.-

My boring and tedious life (as yee chin said) passed day by day....
I'm so desperate for a game, any sport will do...And our interbatch sports competition started at this time, ah X(my housemate) asked me to join the basketball team. At 1st i was quite reluctant, as it has been one year since i last played basketball ,some more i was hoping tat badminton competition will be stil on....

After few days, i finally decided to join basketball team, coz it seems that we won't have the badminton event anymore. I took so much of courage to take back my primary school sport, even dribble the ball will be a problem for me.

The only contribution for me in the team is to sub my teammate when they are tired, let them have a chance to rest...haha....So Paiseh...
We had played 2 games so far, one won one lose, and i had only been inside the game for about 5 minutes...

After playing, i started thinking, basketball is not too bad for me also...hehe...
Since i already have no chance to play a proper badminton game (unless playing at open air court, that u will have to play with the wind...-.-), thus i decided that i start playing basketball from now on. Train train train...hope i will be a little more useful than now...not just a few minutes sub....=)

OuT of boreDom

2008-11-13T00:52:00.011+08:00

M so bored...so started browsing thru all the pictures that i had took over the weekend...
Found these , lame to the extreme one...=P

My sketch on somebody's thigh...=P
Of course is his, who else willing to let me do this...hehe...happy...
Look artistic after photoshop-ing..haha...

Vanilla ice cream with a chocolate heart within it...so sweet~
Bought by Aaron and NST...
Buy more next time...=P

M in for interbatch volleyball again...haha...with my out of shape skill...really thx Esther for asking me in...=P and she comment that i had improved a lot compared to the very 1st time i join Volley...Happy Happy..=D

My muscles had been in a resting state for so long time...have difficulties in squating down now after the vigorous training..Need massage pls...=P

New home in Manipal

2008-11-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

OmG...Now only i realise that i had been shifting house/room every six month here...

Sharada hostel
Indira Hostel
And now Premier Residency which is a private premise...

Great...so happy...haha...now we got cook and aka ( maid in India )...Lunch and dinners everyday except Sunday...Yeah...we love Mr.Gopal's Indian mixed Malaysian food...

We had have so many "events" eversince we shifted in...
Halloween, bakuteh day, mihunkuen day, fried rice day n etc etc ....
Pics r piling up...yet i m so lazy to click on the upload button...hehe...
Wanted to show some pics of my new homie though NST's blog, too bad she made her blog private...so cant link it...sobsob...

On the other hand...there is a new author here...Mr Lim C...
I created my own private blog..hehe..so now i got 2 blogs...wahahhaha....=P

对不起，谢谢。

2008-10-22T01:46:00.008+08:00

回来印度读书将近三个星期了，但心里还在放着假。功课落后了一大截，现在正从后苦苦追赶。回来这儿的感觉真是不好受，既要面对一大堆的考试压力，又没有任何运动能让我疏解压力，好在，还有你一直在我的身边陪伴着我，陪我度过这一切一切。
发觉到自己最近的心情十分的不稳定，时常因为一些些小事就发脾气，无理取闹。还好，你总是不厌其烦的开解我，鼓励我。只想跟你说声对不起，谢谢。
知道你很想念你众多在家乡的好朋友，特别是离乡别井，又要面对接踵而来的种种压力。但是，无论你面对任何事情，是好是坏，我都会在你身旁，永远陪着你....

幸福的背后

2008-10-22T01:09:00.007+08:00

最近班上多了对班对，为他们感到兴奋，也为他们感到高兴。
很久都没有写新文章了。以前都只是在心情低落时及需要倾诉自己的不乐时写。现在少写是因为不想他人担心我，知道我不高兴。
看来华文又退步了，真糟糕。
这时候的我，心情还蛮复杂的。
生活中的每一杨东西，总没有两全其美。
这一方面好，不代表另一方面没问题。
总觉得我的生活还缺少了一样东西，朋友。
丘诗蕊，啊，丘诗蕊，真希望此时此刻，你就在我身旁。
我亲爱的“屋”友，怀念一起弹琴的日子，希望你也如此。

Tag Tag Tag

2008-09-20T15:12:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Ley Ni...Guess everyone know the rules of this game...if not...visit LeyNi's page...hehe...
So now, i tag Saou Saou, Zhi Wen, Hann Min, Esther, n Eric...
Most of my blog buddy's list kene tag b4 d...haiz haiz...haha...sorryyy...=P
Now ur turn to tag 5 of ur frens...

1. If your lover/trusted friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Cry

2. If you have more than 1 person going after you, what will you do?
If it's now, someone wil kill me..=P

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
I dun kick ppl's butt..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy a better house for my mom...
Hire maidssss for her...
Bring my grandma for better treatments...n my mom as well...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I did..=P

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by somone my mom said...haha...

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not long if he din take action..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Forget bout him

9. What kind of a guy will you fall for ?
Nerdy guy perhaps?? =P
Filial, obediant, patient...etc etc

10. List down a few things you'd do before you die.
Become a successful doc...
Travel to at least 1o countries and visit the 7 wonders of the world..

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A married doctor with a child maybe...

12. What's your fear?
Too much to list...

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sensitive...like i always told her...
Friendly and Kind...=)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Agreed with LeyNi...Single and rich...then get marry..haha..=P

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Check out whether my niece at home not...
If she is, then have to babysit...=(

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Nope...so that he wil like me more...=P

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Erm..no possibilities of this happening on me...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yeap...i will forgive if he/she did apologize...
Cant forget if it is really a horrible thing i guess...=P

19. What's on your mind right now?
Finished off my " The Forbidden Kingdom"

MisS HiM

2008-09-10T22:19:00.007+08:00

Taken before leaving back to Malaysia for holidays using webcam...=)

Can only meet in 3-4 times in one and half month holidays lol...

Must take photos 1st...hehe..=P
Stil remember SaouSaou complaining us at the side there..haha..=P

My Redang Trip~

2008-09-04T16:51:00.025+08:00

So i m backed in Malaysia!!
My mom arranged this 3 days 2 nites Redang trip SpeCiaLly for me.
We departed from LCC Terminal to Sultan Mahmud Airport Terengganu on 29th of August.
Spent our 29th nite in Kuala Terengganu....planning to shop, we walked all the way to the "Parkson" sign which we saw on the way to our hotel. Upon reaching there, we noticed the staircases are all blocked, no music, and no busy sign...
The Parkson is stil under construction!!! So disappointed lol...=(
Then we headed to the so called "Astaka"
So crowded that we cant breathe!
Fortunately one thing led to the other, we saw this butik, where i bought a dress which i like very much...hehe...will show it here if there is any dinner...=)

-The next day-
Early in the morning, we boarded a "mini ferry" to Redang Island...There was briefing by tourists guide on the time we should gather for snorkelling, breakfast,lunch and dinner time upon reaching there...
Redang beach is really marvellous, the sand is smooth and clean...cannot at all be compared to Port Dickson beach..shhh...haha....
The sea is clean n clear...we can clearly differentiate 2 blue colours, light and deeper blue..lighter when the ground is free of corals, and deeper blue when there are corals underneath...

Me n my cutey niece...=) Guess wat we doin?? haha...

Erm erm ....Aeroplanessss....hehe...

Introduce to u, the Laguna Redang beach Hotel ( Dunno whether the name accurate or not, i only remember Laguna..haha...=P)

Mysterious huh...haha...paiseh....all the pics i taken caught at least one of my family members laying on the bed..so cant pose here...=)

Anyway, the room is really comfortable...=)

We saw this mother monkey with it's baby monkey just opposite our room's balcony!

-Snorkelling-
Life jacket on!

"Underwater world"

Have to stop breathing while the professionals push me down..

Dun even dare to smile in fear that i might be full tank back with sea water...=P

Can c fishes clearly even from above...no lie that the sea water is clean clean n clean...=P
Plus my camera skill improved d...haha...

30th of August...Merdeka eve in Redang..yeah...

Can c the effect of UV on us??? Red and cute...erm erm...=P

Huhu...lobster...only for decorations to attract customers...haha..

And this actually is the " mo mo cha" house in the show...but forget to take the day view..

Thats all bout my trip...=)

The SuppreMO ~

2008-07-27T01:31:00.005+08:00

No time for details..just pictures..hehe....Got to study for UNIs...=P

July Babies

2008-07-27T01:20:00.004+08:00

HappY birthdaY to

SeeTeng - 17th July
LeyNi - 19th July
Kristin - 22th July

Lyvia,the Adult...

2008-06-21T02:30:00.005+08:00

Had been "slacking" in posting up lately...life's packed with tests, exams and pbl...
Yet...wont forget this very important day of my dear roomate, which fall on the 8th of June...

It's Lyvia's 21st birthday...it's the 1st time she had to celebrate it separately with her twin who're stil happily enjoying life in Malaysia...

So, we decided to make it big and astonishing...Plenty of plans were up...
I m just too lazy to list down every single minor details here..=P

The most touching and shouldnt miss out scene...
Lyvia was given 21 roses...20 on her birthday eve by 20 guys from our class with a valentine song on...the scene was just simply sweet and warm...stil manage to hold on tears..=P haha...

On her birthday itself..That was some "treasure hunt" going on in which she has to go to few stations to collect the following steps...then at last she was blindfolded to the dinner's destination, GuZzlers In and surprised with birthday song and birthday cake from us...then the dinner...=)

Important point to be note...
The 21st rose was finally given of by Kelvin during the dinner...simply touching...=P

Esther and Lyvia ( the Leow family) , and Saou Saou...

STeaM Boat

2008-06-08T01:49:00.004+08:00

Cant remember whether it was 2 weeks or 3 weeks ago that we had steamboat together...
Phei Woon suggested this as she was tempted by Kelvin and the gang...
So me, Minn yin, Chea Fann and Phei Woon went all the way to Udupi to shop for seafood...Seafood were our main target as most of us are seafood lovers...

First visit to fish market ever since i m here..not a pleasant experience as i have no idea how 2 differentiate a fresh fish and a dead fish...=.='''
And so, my job was just to stand a side and learn how 2 choose fish and bargain..haha...

I remember the strong scent of fishes attacking my olfactories...The way local fishmongers pointing at their fishes signalling us to buy from them remain vivid in my mind...There were difficulties in communication as they cant speak English while we dun speak tamil...

Phei woon can really be a perfect housewife...excel in cooking, "marketing", baking, as well as bargaining...Salute her for her ability to know all these at this young age, while me, know nothing other than eating...hehe...=p

Our steamboat really is a joy...exciting, interesting and stimulating...haha...
There were actually more than just steamboat-ing...
Lists of dishes prepared...

Fried butter prawn and squid
Fried egg
Promphet fish ( Dunno the exact spelling)
Phei Woon specially made fish ball
Bacon
There is this drink which is purple in colour..dunno wat d ...haha.

Added to that, out steamboat doesnt lose in anyway....There were

Mushroom
Veg
Ladies finger with fish ball in it
prawn
squid
egg
fish

Yum yum...delicious...stil remember how excited we were that day to start it off...Thx to Phei Woon, Minn Yin and Chea Fann for all the hard works they hv put to prepare such a nice dinner for us...=)

Here are some pics of us...=)

MiSseD ThoSe DaYs

2008-06-05T01:42:00.007+08:00

Miss those days....

Malpe Beach, Coffee Day..

The Christmas celebration....

And also 1st trip to End Point...

Miss u guys...

Miss the way we used to chat...

Miss those lunchs, dinners that we had together...

Miss all the jokes....

Miss the time we spent together...

Miss so much!!!! Tho we r staying so near...=.=''

So...lets have fun again sometimes when we r free!! hehe...lol...=)

My life

2008-06-02T13:45:00.005+08:00

Had been a regular visitor of library ever since mid of block 3...
Started to get really bored of life like this...
8am - 4pm : Lectures + Practicals + dissections
4pm - 6pm : Rest + Bathe + Nap + Room cleaning + Clothes washing
6pm - 7pm : Dinner + Chatting
7pm - 11pm : Library hours

So wat did i get for shuting myself up in library for 4 hours daily ? well, my results did improve, but not to that range that well satisfied my 4 hours daily...
78, 75 , 78 ...consider gud shall i say ?

Other than studying, i shall say i do nth...
Cant deny that library is a gud place for study, not much distraction other than "him"...*wink*
For eg, in one hour, i can study 2 pages in library, while in room only half...
In room, internet and the temptating bed are the most distracting factors other than day-dreaming...

Sighhh....tho library is stil the best place to study, but i find it really tedious and "monotonous"...life is so unbalance, other than studying, there is nth...not doin exercise, no entertainment, no joy....

Feel guilty after watching movies, or sleeping too much...hormonal imbalance after insufficient revisions...trapped...

Sis , frens and everyone else thought that i enjoyed going library to date, but i really need to stress this point that when we study, we really are studying...no jokes...

The conclusion is, for the coming block, i still need to slave myself in library for University exam is coming up in 2 months..and it means a lot...

Trust me...

2008-06-02T02:31:00.002+08:00

Trust me...
I m stil me tho my status changes...
Trust me...
I wil never forget u...
Trust me...
We r stil frens....
Trust me...
I never take u lightly...
Trust me and have faith in me...

Lol

2008-05-28T22:50:00.005+08:00

Lol...

no more guesses..

not an imagination...

yes...

we are...

Sorry to him for not being able to face this and tell this to my frens face to face...

Here i m..

Dedicating this post to the special him..

to officially announced that..

we are...

together...

Thanks to my best fren for all the advises...

Thanks to all the rumours maker...

Thanks..

To the library...

lol

Ache-InG

2008-05-18T16:30:00.005+08:00

Overfilled with mixed emotions that they spilt..

Cant help to stop thinking...

Underestimated myself ?

Merry-go-round

round and round...

Around me...

Disappointed...

Confused..

I had given up

letting go of wat i mind the most

Do not know wat else to say..

I m tired of all these..

I'm caught up

Barely breathing at this moment...

When everything felt so right, i got these stumbling feelings that things r recovering

But, i m repeatedly...

without fail...

Related to all the total unexpected stupid and idiot words...

Heart-ache, helpless...

Hopeless....

Big Day Of Mine!!

2008-05-15T23:42:00.008+08:00

YooHoo...It's my big day!!! Thx to mummy, and also papa for bringing me to this colourful world!!!

Feel the solid land, and u'll appreciate ur ability of locomotion...c the rainbows,and u'll appreciate ur ability of vision..and c the poor...i appreciate that i m here...in india...to study...thank you, to my dearest mom who sacrified her youth and her age to work everything out for me!
Thanks!!!!!

Kind of sad to celebrate my birthday overhere in India...luckily got u guys!! Thanks!!!
Lists to thank...

Phei Woon and Lyvia for organising the birthday dinner, contacting everybody aint easy..Thanks..=)
Aaron, for the sweet and creative birthday card!!!
Chea Fann for the dinner venue...the most strategy place for birthday celebration!
Yap, for the roast pork..=p
Kelvin for cutting, and distributing the cake, and also thx for the prawns!!!
101, for the surprised top up ( thought Airtel gave free top up for birthday gal ) haha...thx thx..=)
JL, for all the taurus related presents...=)
Leyni, Praba, and Vaheni for the cute japanese doll..luv it...^_-
Saou saou and lyvia again...for the secret present...lol...
Lastly, thx for everyone who came for the birthday dinner, thx for all the wishes...and thx for all the msges,testi, and mails!!! =)
I m sorry if i missed out any of u guys....Thanks to everyone!!!! hehe...

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

Courtesy of Aaron... =)
Link - http://aaronng88.blogspot.com/

Courtesy of Kashin...=)

Thanks Guys for all the presents...=)

We Are SleepinG together!!!

2008-04-21T22:37:00.010+08:00

We are sleeping together....
Knowing each other not even one year...=.=

The pink one is mine...and the yellow one is....

Dang dang dang dang....

her's....

Lyvia...my roomate...=)
We shifted again after a month staying in the previous "luxurious" room..

This new room isnt as nice as the previous one...

Pics of my "new" room..

My table's'...lol...

The middle table is the one i bought here...

<-- My Table ---> Lyvia's

The toilet door and the fridge...

<---Toilet door and the fridge

----> Fridge and the entrance door
Lol..the door and our lockers..

ConfuSion occurs

2008-04-21T04:49:00.001+08:00

Confused...=.=''' kind of blur with wat's going around me...I m sure there's something..but i dunno wat is it...lol...

印度的我

2008-04-18T02:08:00.007+08:00

突然很想用华语写一篇文章，没什么特别的原因，就突然很想念自己的母语，想念马来西亚，想念在马来西亚的家人们。
每次打电话回家，都有很多东西想跟家人述说，但有时说太多，感想太多，鼻子总不知觉一酸，有种想掉泪的感觉，然后因为如此而冲冲忙忙的挂断了电话。

最近都很忙，考试一个接一个。由于分数一直有在进步着，自己对自己的要求也变得高了。从前的我从来不曾因为考试而通宵不睡，就算真的没读完，我也宁可睡而不读。两天前，我竟然为了读anatomy class test而没睡觉，突然有点佩服自己的毅力。

朋友说在这里的生活很乏味无趣，每天就只有读书。在加上这里并不多地方去，有时闷起来，还真是蛮让人无法忍受。偶尔有想去的地方，问题却出现在没人愿意陪你去，真悲哀。老实说，在这里并没有谈心的朋友，所以蛮常感觉到心灵上的寂寞，总觉得没人了解我。但从别人的角度来看，应该是我封锁了自己，不愿让别人来懂我吧。

朋友，我当然有，只是谈不来，性格太多偏差，因此而不能加上‘好’字在前面，也因而变得跟男生较好。跟男生较好的女生，应该都好不到哪里去吧。真可笑，我怎么会变成这样。
现在我只懂，我要当医生，其他的都不能管了。哈哈，这样说了后，却又觉得自己还是在意别人怎么看自己的，只是一再的催眠自己说不在意。

AaroN's FashioN

2008-04-12T01:11:00.009+08:00

Dedicate this post to my friends - Aaron and Kristeen...lol..u guys did a great job!
Let's see the very unique design of Aaron's....=)

Aaron!!!!! Wwowowwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!

Models of the night...no prejudice!!!

I like this dress a lot!!! Take note of the side of the dress, the designer took hours to pin all the roses on it...simply gorgeous!! Combination of dress and shorts...one of the outstanding design of all...Lady in black...cool design...=p

Saou Saou in the show as well...lol...so cute in green...=)

Note: This fashion show is one of the events of utsav...though didnt impress the jugdes...but it's an event i shouted and cheered for the participants the most...

HolidaYs!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-11T03:28:00.003+08:00

So happy!! We get holidays from friday to monday!!

The chief announced holiday for Friday after Utsav came to an end!!

Well..dun really know y we get holidays for Saturday n Monday...Guess Mr Dean did it for us...hurray Mr Dean, u're the best Dean!!!

No more biochem test on saturday...hehe...

Lol...but next week gonna be a really busy week...

Lets c ...

Tuesday - Anatomy class test
Thursday- Biochemistry PBL
Saturday- Physio SDL test

and the delayed biochem test, dunno will be squeezed on which day..hope wont get the same day as the above..

Utsav

2008-04-09T02:24:00.005+08:00

I dont know Utsav stand for wat...but it's an event in which there are competitions such as singing, dancing,writing,culture parade, and etc in between colleges/universities here,in Manipal...

And the most happening competition for our college was lecturers' performance..Our lecturers danced and sang on stage!! Can u imagine that? My dissection table teacher, Prof Somayaji, wore a cowboy suit and danced like a teenager...Dr Vincent Dressed up like a robot..And my beloved young mentor acted as a father in the performance...Prof Somayaji with his charming smile waiting to perform his cowboy scene

Lecturers with their costumes on...how adorable!!

Manage to take a pic with Dr Vincent...=)

Tick Tock Tick

2008-04-07T22:10:00.005+08:00

Shall i say i m busy lately? 24 hours are insufficient to do wat i planned to do...

Started to feel bored in dissection classes nowadays, Prof Somayaji teaches way too fast than the rate i can actually absorb...It was too tough for me to held full attention in the 1 and half hours course...sometimes my mind just went off without me realising it...and thanks to Prof Somayaji for asking me questions when i drifted off the class...he grabbed my attention bac but also scared me out of hell..coz mostly i was too nervous to remember wat he actually taught...
I felt so guilty when i cant answer his 1st question today...now i started swallowing Charasia like crazy...but i found not enough time to go through wat he taught last week...blame myself for not revising everyday...

Last Saturday we celebrated Eugene Mah's birthday in End Point...This was the 1st time i went there at nite...nice scene...got me a relaxing mood...Thanks to those who planned it...each of us was given a burger from Planet Shaker...and some potatoes fingers ( French fries )

Then yest was Lecturers' performance for Utsav...so i went to cheer for the lecturers...i nearly shouted my throat out...but it was indeed a great chance to scream watever dissatisfaction and stress out of u...and the lecturers' performance was like super funny...Especially the part where Surekha Bhat sang Baba black sheep...i started laughing like crazy and victimized Orangie who sat beside me during the event...poor thing Orangie..lol..sorry...hehe...

New Table

2008-04-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

I bought a new table for my room as there are not enough space to put my stuff...My study table is finally a study table now...My kettle,rice cooker and the other stuff can now be put on the new table..=)

BaNaNa MilkShakeS

2008-03-26T02:38:00.003+08:00

Life in Manipal is so boring....boring boring boring...No entertainment, nth! =(

My frens started cooking, baking cake and do watever they feel like doing...I started thinking to make something...Here come idea of making BaNaNa Milkshakes (Dollops' and planet cafe's banana milkshakes tasted quite nice for ur info) =)

I was so enthusiastics with this new idea that i bought one whole bunch of bananas and 4 packets of Nandini milk...I poured one whole packet of milk then i put 2 bananas into the blender and started blending...yum yum....yer...not nice at all...tasteless....then i started dumping bananas into it...3...4...5 ....6...... then i looked at it...erm....it's becoming more and more concentrated...i felt like i m preparing it for baking cake....=( =(...At that moment i really feel like pouring it out and dumping it into the toaster oven in my room...sighh....failure...My 1st banana milkshakes failed!!!

Cant waste my efford anyway, so i poured water and added some sugar into it...it diluted and become drink-able at least...tho not so nice,my frens gave me face and finished it off for me...i was so glad that i started saying thank you thank you...=D Erm...shall try milo milkshakes next ....hehe...=)

FishLanD

2008-03-23T13:55:00.008+08:00

Fishland, sells fish of course!! It's a place where u get to eat seafood in Manipal...not bad...

My frens love this place as they love seafood...After all the tests and presentations, we went there for dinner....

The boss sale lots of seafood to us, he took out lobster, crabs and fishes seeing that we were "potential" customers...and of course we did end up ordering watever he tried to sale...haha..spent thousands there!! ( rupees of course)

Look at this pic, feel like eating crab? lol...Phei Woon tempted me a lot...but luckily i was stil conscious bout my weight (fat) that moment...haha...

Yummy yummy !!

O.o

We met this cute little boy, and he was looking at Phei Woon's crab with this funny face...

Great dinner!! Thanks guys...=)

2008-03-21T18:55:00.002+08:00

I din know wat ppl thought bout broken familys' children...neither do i think bout it b4 this...
Overheard this conversation once which make me quite upset for a while..."A" told that his family or should said his parents dun like them to have gf from broken family, as in divorce...they want their child to get their partner somewat from "perfect" family...wat's wrong? wat's wrong with them from broken family?? they didnt steal nor rob!! Instead they grew to appreciate life more than others...they work harder to make life better!!

Feeling unsatisfy, i told someone else bout this...and he too said that his family discourage them to have their partner from divorce family...they want them to marry somewat childrens of well known or professional family...

I m not into the point which who or who not going to get a gud bf coz of this matter...just that nobody ask for it...everybody wanted a "perfect" family...it's not them that decided to grow like this...this is really unfair...give them justice!!!!!

Thank GoD...

2008-03-21T00:40:00.002+08:00

Finally settled...btw me and them...nth much but just misunderstandings...i had been down for this matter since ages...Luckily i did got the courage to ask them out for a talk...and finally revealed all the truth..just misunderstandings...
I wonder wat will happen if we all continue to be in this misunderstanding phase..5 years aint a short period...and can u imagine u and ur frens just act like strangers coz of a tiny misunderstanding...this taught me lots of lessons...from trust to appreciate...
Honestly speaking, nobody fail to bad-mouth others....and normally we dun go and tell the person face to face..and i m really glad that me and my frens aint really dislike each other but things just happened as ppl used to comment or conclude on others....we jugde on others and we listen to ppl's judges bout others...that's life...Thank god i did get u all back as my frens...=)

Unlucky

2008-03-18T01:52:00.002+08:00

15th of March 2008....an unlucky Saturday nite...that's wat i can say...
Until now, i havent recover from the shock...dreamt of the incident quite many times...replayed repeatedly in my mind everytime i stand by the roadside waiting for auto....glad that everybody's fine....may god bless him to recover soon....pls....

DieT

2008-03-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Lalala....after jogging, or can say walking....gud mood now...hehe...thanks to those who always asked me to go exercise together!!!! Fatty ah pui can diet now...hope so wil continue til the very last moment..hehe....Say me fat, say me fat, i wil diet!!! hehe....yeah....

DreaMs

2008-03-14T13:04:00.002+08:00

I had been dreaming a similar dream twice this week...
It was about me, not in time for flight to India....the 1st time was becoz i was late, the 2nd was bcoz the flight departed one hour earlier...Cant sleep well these few days...
Maybe i really dunwan to come here, i hated my life here so much that i led myself into all these dreams...I dun really dun like India...It wasnt bad afterall...i just dun like the way the story grew...It's a different me....

NeW RooM

2008-03-12T01:58:00.007+08:00

New Batches are on their way to Manipal, so we all , so called "senior" were asked to vacate from 1st year block to somewhere else....I applied for double room together with one of my batch-mate, and we r lucky enough to get a big n nice double AC room...so..here come some pics of my NEW room.My bed and my study table....Lol...sorry Lyvia...got u in the pic...

Bathroom...bigger than my house's one!!!Lastly, Lyvia got a frigde and an oven from her bro...so i can use them too...hehe...

I m satisfied with my new room...spacious and bright enough...like the bathroom as well...=)

FooD FighTinG

2008-02-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

Had been attending so many dinners, this was the first time i got the experience of insufficient food...This was seriously funny...The 1st dish came, and everything was still in control... when the 2nd dish came, the aunty sat beside my sis with the fastest speed ever after, started to grab the food with her chopstick...turn turn turn...when the dish reached my sis hand...it was emptied by then...Lol..

So, basically we need to act fast to get food...or to fight for the food...haha..Never had experience as such...nobody would bother to take the food normally...dinners r normally more to gathering and chit-chatting...but this was just different...lol..food fighting...Brand new experience..

7 dAyS more...

2008-02-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

Next week at this time, exactly at this hour, i wil be sitting in the flight, heading bac to India..
One month holidays, seemed very long, but it passes very fast...
Left back one week, and it's only now that i realise i should have spent and utilize my holidays with more meaningful activities...
I spent most of my holidays sleeping and watching tv...lol...
Brought back Ganong which is my physiology prescribed text book.. but i din even open it up for more than 5 minutes...
Arghh...dun feel like going back!!! Go back means study, study and study...but, holidays mean sleep, sleep, and sleep...lol...aiks...scare of university exam..

SouR DaTe??!?

2008-02-20T22:39:00.007+08:00

Before HY departed to Shanghai, i treated him Secret Recipe...Seeing so many cakes, he kind of confuse which favour to choose..I remember Lemon Cheese, of which i have eaten once b4 and tasted quite nice...so i recommended him...while i , as usual, ordered my favourite cake..

Kind of bad luck that day, watever drinks i ordered turned out to be unavailable..

1st came this "Ice Blended Mocha Espresso",

" Sorry miss, our machine isnt in good condition, so we dont have all the coffees..."....

Then, the 2nd drink , " tropical xyz" , i forget the exact name, wat i remember was the waitress said " No , no ........"

Given up, i chose plain water.

HY ordered apple juice..He gave me a funny look while eating the cake...Then only i came to know that , both the cake and drink were sourish...

Sour drink + sour cake....

" Sour date." That's wat he said...haha...

And now, he is in Shanghai...all the best to him..lol...gud luck...

Few pics by the beach..

Fat FaT fAt !!!!

2008-02-13T12:11:00.002+08:00

" Jie, u fat d!"
My bro said once he saw me in airport.
Then, " India got lots of nice food?" asked my relatives. " Seemed like u gained weight." " Lots of curry?"....some said " 长肉了。（more meat ? )"
Oh my gosh!!! I m a fatty now! Complained to JL. He said, " Now only u know u r fat?!! I told u b4 u r fat !!" Ahahahaha....sobsob... fatty bom bom...Wanna keep fit but i m sure i wil regret once i get back to India thinking of Malaysian food.

I m going to diet once i go back to India! Dun ever tempt me wit food!!

HoMe SweeT HoMe...

2008-02-09T18:22:00.000+08:00

The day i waited since the day i landed on India had finally arrived...and here i m now, home!!! Miss my mom, my sis, my " daughter" and my bed!!! haha...here some pics to begin with..

Me & my sis's daughter on the day i arrived. Fat me and thin she...haha...cute!!!

Xuan Xuan wearing Indian clothes i bought for her lol...=)

I cut my hair lol..short hair still suits me better..

Me, Cindy and Kai Ming..lol..

Finally, my piano!!!

Mom renovated home, and me myself even have to take a tour of my own house on the day i arrived.. funny lol.. love my piano corner!! Thanks to my mom...=)

Block Vs BLog

2008-01-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

Block Exam is just around the corner. It's a critical moment as class tests of all subjects come together in one shot in order to gather enough marks for internal assesment. This moment u're thinking of preparation for block, next moment u wil hear xxx subject's class test wil be on coming bla bla bla day. Situations continue to be like this, and there's no way that i ever have the chance to prepare for my block until now. Counting down to Malaysia, counting down to block exam..excitement + Stress =sad..lol..

5 months, really fast, feel like the day i landed here was just yesterday. Lots of stories, lots of laughter and lots of tears. I learned.. a lot..not only academically, but also personally...My frens said i had been acting weird lately. I cant denied that i m not, the truth is i m. However, i had began to like my life like this, eating and walking by myself or with whoever i like. It's a gud way to get u out of stupid and dumb stories out there. U wont hear and u wont care. You cant and u dun hv the abilities to make everybody like u. Life is like this. And now, i m who i m, u just have to accept the way i m.

I dun mind if u hate me for wat i did, but i hate it when u hate me for some stupid misunderstandings without clarifying them. No offence to any of my friends. Just making my feeling clear. If this post do cause any misunderstandings, pls do confront me and dun keep it to urself.

Last post in India, to be continue back in Malaysia... time have to be contibuted to my block...All the best to all my frens who are going to have exams too...

My X-ray...=)

2008-01-10T02:16:00.001+08:00

Some photoes of mine..=p

2008-01-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

SunSet

2008-01-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sunset...beautiful but short...
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It's the day which me and Aaron both felt like exercising to lose some weight. So, we went all the way to End Point. However, instead of jogging, we went walking because of 2 egg sandwich we ate before even exercising. Seemed like our aim to lose weight is impossible! Input was more than output! =.=''

Walking along the way to End Point, we saw cows happily chewing and regurgitating grasses. There were cows' shit everywhere, and u must be careful not to step on those "left-overs". End Point wasnt as nice as others said. Trees werent there anymore, only dry yellowish grasses everywhere.

Sun set very soon, and it was amazingly nice here, in India. Creating a tone on the sky, it attracted my attention. Aaron and i can't stop taking pics of the beautiful scenery. We seemed to indulge ourselves in taking pics too much that, we missed the chance to meet up with the others, finally ended up walking back by ourself again. =.=

Here are some end products of ours :

Friends...

2008-01-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Remember Christmas eve party? That Christmas Party, i really enjoyed a lot. But Aaron thought i wasnt in good mood. haha. There's story behind it. By chance, me and Saou Saou accidentally banged into one of the guys sad story on that particular day. He was upset. feeling sorry for reminding him back bout his story, we both decided to accompany him. Singing infront of him with extremely out tuned voice and dancing with some extraordinary steps. We finally make it. He smiled..=)

But somehow, he reminded me bout my story and my family. Fortunately, the overwhelming christmas feel able to bring me back. Just that, it was a mix mood, happy and sad intermixed. Having no mood to dance, i chose to chat. Erm, pity those that disturbed by me on that day. I make too much noises i guess. =p

It's a good deed that we danced for him tat day. There came this day which i was down. He saw and tried to console me though i said i dun need. Really appreciate his words though wasnt really effective at that particular moment. But without him, i guess i would had continue to dwell in the problem. Friends, really are important....

And here, i would like to assure my friends that i did enjoyed the party as i feasted my eyes on the dance.= ) Looking forward to Christmas party next year.

Insomnia...

2008-01-04T03:41:00.000+08:00

This wasnt the 1st time i got insomnia in my life. But somehow, here in Manipal, this is only the 2nd or 3rd time. Most of the days, we find not enough time to rest and sleep. Thus percentage of insomnia is less than 10%!!

Since nothing to do, let me just introduce my friends here in Manipal to my Malaysia friends!!
Firstly, i got this Sri Lankan guy, Praba sitting beside me. 26 years old but stil humour enough to make u laugh during lectures. Fast learner and Happy Medical Student. lol.
Another side is a Sarawakian, from Kuching. Look nerd but is an internet freak. Hardworking and asnwer every single questions that teachers asked.
Then, talk bout my frens: Minn Yin, Lyvia, Chea Fann, Phei Woon, See Teng, Ley Ni, and Saou Saou.

Minn Yin - Supplier of meds and good teacher in all subjects. Same height as me but eat much lesser than i do (paiseh lo)
Lyvia - The most blur gal i ever knew. Gud ballet dancer and passionate in ballet. Accompanied me to eat mess though she already had hers.

Chea Fann - Pinky cheek gal with a super fast pick up brain. Know every single movie and song that we asked her.
Phei Woon - Tall caring and friendly gal wh0 gave me med when i fall sick and accompany me if she knew i m alone. Also me and Kristin water supplier.

See Teng - My neighbour beside me who on her com 24 hours a day. Soft Spoken and always "shared" her food with me.

Ley Ni - Emotional and sensitive gal who think a lot and ended up messing own mood. Also, can see her with a smiley face most of the the timein class. =)
Saou Saou - The smallest size and fairest gal in our class. A very gud listener and consoler.

Thanks to all my frens above who had helped me a lot here. Friends are important, carer when we need care, listener when we need to complain, helper when we need help... Thanks!!!

To my friends in Malaysia, wanna to tell u all that, i miss u all very much!!! Especially u!!

New Year

2008-01-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

New year, New hope, and New Blog...
Being asked by Aaron for quite many times, finally i shifted from friendster blog to blogspot. Thanks to Aaron for inviting.
Stil kind of blur with blogspot. Wondering y my blog not as nice as others. =.='''

Here in India, i m blogging at 11.30pm, 31st December 2007. No count down, no fireworks, no friends gathering, and i m bored to dead. 1st of Jan 2008 is just another normal day here in India, lectures and dissection class like normal. And now, i m holding "Charasia" infront of me preparing for anatomy class test on the 2nd of Jan. Nothing special for new year beside bundles of books pilling up waiting for u.

New year - 2008 . Same hopes and wishes go :
(a) Study harder
(b) be more consistent
(c) Concentrate more during lectures
Nah, i bet i wil only do this in 1 week, after that, everything goes back as usual , (a)Do last minute job for test , (b) Mind flies during lectures, and
(c) Revision with msn
lol..know myself too well. So, my only new hope is that, with all my last minute job and "internet addiction disorder", i can still pass my block II with average marks, and dun get throw to the last table. Lets cheer for 2008!!! 2008, u rocks!!!